Gosh where to start, well, I'll always remember the phone call from my Mom. She was frantic, she kept repeating "please, please come up. please" I was instantly on red alert I knew some thing was terribly wrong . . . . . . . and it was.
I can't believe it's been a year without you little Brother. I miss you so so soooooo much. So many times I went to call you or to asks you a question only to be rudely reminded you are not there anymore. So much I wanted to show you and share with you . . . . oh I know we had our moments, but when push came to shove you were always there for me!!!
We will be spending the day together, we are devoting it to you and your favorite things, it will be a tear jerker, and you will/are terribly missed!!!!
What I wouldn't give to have you back . . . . .
Love always, you Sister Jan